Gosh.

Yeah - sorry 'bout that. It did serve a purpose, but please don't worry... it was just a gust of wind.

So, I'm feeling better already and the urge to slit my wrists has subsided.

But I had to let it out - make it visible and put it into words - it's the only way (for me) to take control of it.

So, I've taken control and I've called miscl. people who know what, where and how and I'm now no longer burried under a pile of claims for compensation and letters to the police charging the tenant for criminal damage.

No.

I'm writing applications. Loads and loads of applications.

Yep.

'Cos that's what I can do - for us. I can get an income so I can contribute with money to the household.

I hope.



/sidenote/ Y'all noticed how I got my comments to "stick" to the page? Well, this means all the other notes have gone, so my apologies for that. They were all appreciated.