I should just ignore it, but it wouldn't be true, so here it is: I'm d-o-w-n.

No reason, no cause, no nothing that I can discern.

But I'm down.

Constantly on the verge of tears and completely lack-lustre.

Now, how the fuck do I deal with that???

How quickly I became used to being happy and on top and I really, really don't want or need this.

The side of me still able to feel anything but down is so cross. I don't have time for this shite. Haven't got time for feeling saggy, unloved, harrassed - unworthy.

Why don't this negative, destructive, lying scumbag simply pack her bags and find another sorry soul to torment. Like Karius & Baktus, who knew better than to stay when Jens starts brushing his teeth, so should this horrid woman find herself on a float on the sea looking for new lands. I honestly thought she had. She was hiding, I realise that now.

I'll fight her with all I got, but at the moment, that just ain't a lot.

First step is to face her, and I think we can consider that done.

Second step... I'll have to get back to y'all on that.





In other news:
Only 1 lbs from being overweight.